PAUSE ON THAT ONE!

Holy crickey!!!

I haven't updated in a minuto!!!!

Let's see... whats new?

I've experienced one too many downfalls with the men in my life.

I'm completely and utterly lost in the world.

My organization needs to handle itself.

I'm staying in SU until the end of June.

I'm trying to get my wonderful advisor to teach my how to drive! :-)

I'm still lost in the world btw.

Is it bad that sometimes, I feel like all i wanna do is have some kids and call it a day?
Will that scare some guys away? :-P

Will that freak my friends out for that matteR? Can you say "oh shit! Why'd u slap me!? I aint pregnant yet!!!" lol

I try heard... but I'm still pretty self centered....

But if your not self centered ... why would anyone else be ur center? FUCK EVERYONE ELSE.

Except J.C. aka God and his other names. You aiight :-)

K, i'm done...

FAREWELL.

Happy Bday just.
Happy Graduation Ray, Michelle and Morgan...

Can somebody please turn off the baby blue and white sign before I go bonkers? Thanks.

... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Time for a break

So for the past few days I've come down with a MUCH anticipated COLD. mo fuckas. Fortunately, I've been drinking so much OJ and vitamins that I don't actually feel faitgued in the morning. But that energery def. runs out sooner thatn later. It sucks. By like 5pm, i need a nap.

I'm going to look forward to this break. Something tells me that after this post is made, I shall be experiencing some real drama ... NYC here i come...

Hopefully after break things will be clearer.... UNLIKE THIS POST, lol.


paz,
overreacting zu...

I forgot how lonely I can be.

Did anyone ever respond to you in a such a way that seemed so unlike them, and that dissapointment was so overwhelming the only you could do was stop talking. It's hard thinking that if a situation could never apply to the viewer/reader/listener you can be virtually be unsuccessful in getting feedback. It's kind of the way columns in newspapers stay on. Or TV shows. If it doesn't somehow relate to the viewers life, they don't take it as seriously as they would other things. The topic needs to hold the interest of the people there, and there's a problem when it transfers over to friendships.

I never realized how much I needed to change of myself to fit a standard of friendship to other people. I guess this is why it's been so difficult to hold on to friendships. Times like these comes and all I can do is stop talking.

so there...

silence,
Zu