So my valentine's day is one that calls for a round of applause.
My roomates decided to be each others' valentine's because Ray avoids the hassle of having to choose a valentine, because he has oh so many. And justine couldnt decide wat manwhore she wanted to fuck last night so she decided to play it safe and be with the original manwhore. lol. ;-)
Talk about a bunch of haters! Angie and justine calling me out. btw... we didn't do anything last night. I was walked home, friendly kiss and i went to read and sleep bitches. I got shit to do. Mo fuckas. lol. And i hope YOU had fun with ur $40 hoe last night angie :-P hahahaha. just blaze! I got so many im's ranging from aw how sweet, to bite me bitch... yo, can I enjoy my day please? geezy.
To quote Justine "[Omar]'s the bastard that got [Zulay] flowers".... i was so upset. lol. to my knowledge, he knows his dad thank you very much, lol.
My sister got a valentine's day surprise yesterday to. Another boy that we as women cannot have. I was happy for her. it's always nice toknow that someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
Roses, flowers a bear and a card... i must say... no wait, i'll let my horoscope say it for me:
Libra for Feb 15th, 2005:
If yesterday went as well as you thought it might -- and it's hard to think of it happening any other way -- then you'll probably be in the mood to sleep in late. With the right company handy, that goes double.
blast for not having company.. oh wait i did... my philosophy txt book!!! :-P
Happy Valentine's Day :-P
Paz
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
It's about time for a new post... no?
Totally addicted to john legend's album. No idea why. This semester is full with "I don't kno why"'s and alot of weird things.
For instance, I haven't missed a class for just some bull shit reason. This past Tuesday I went to Albany to Student Lobby Day and lobbied against pakati's proposed tax cuts to HEOP and the "reconstruction" of TAP. The two representatives i spoke to were as differeent as night and day. The first one that we saw was a democrat and totally for us. She listened to our sob stories and sed that it does nothing but reinforce why she was there in the first place. She realized how hard it was for college students to graduate without having to worry about financial means of getting by. But the other representative that we spoke to. He was a republican, white middle class american who really didn't seem like he gave a shit we were there. We were told that we weren't going to get to see him but then one of our group leaders saw him trying to sneak in his office when we weren't lookin, so they let us go on anyway. The group chose me to represent the undergraduate population of SU, and so i just went to bicker with this man. He really said this tax cut was insignificant. Don't get me wrong, i know it really is compared to the rest of the budget, but this shit keeps getting cut every year, when is it going to stop?
so i missed a day of classes to tell of a republican. :-D But it was for a good cause, i swear. today i missed hald my class to look @ an apartment. 415 Euclid. like 2 blocks away from campus, it was AWESOME. It's a nice cozy "quaint" apartment. :-D it shelters us and Justine and I snatched it right up. it's a bit steep for 400 but it's included with everything u can think of. So we is chilllin.
There's alot lookig up for me too. I'm just feeling better overall this semester. I'm sleeping a shit load better than i was last semester. Over the break I got an actual break from Syracuse, with the exeption with a few long conversations with mizms and a movie break with the army guys that visited NYC. I really did relax and take time out to think about last semester which really is all a blur for me. I'm sleeping so much better, and looking back I think it my be due to the serious and confusing break up I had. That really did last like 5months. lol. Not to blame the guy, it's not his fault. Shit just happens. My health in general was declining and got so frustrated with organizations and school. I priorizied my shit horridly. LUCHA came first, sleep during the day 2nd, party @ night and school.... i think.
Now, I think i'm maintaining that 4.0 for the semester. Lets not get our hopes up, eventually those papers' and tests will kick in and it'll drop, but for now, it's nice to think that i have a 4.0, lol. The classes i'm taking this semester, i'm really kicking ass in.
LUCHA's there. I'm really excited about the banquet we have no money for. :-D
Personal Life? I think i'm kinda getting selfish when it comes to friends family and etc. lol. My friends are taking a backseat to my work, definitely. After that first week, I've been gonig to bed early and just relaxing. I don't want to smoke up anymore, just because i'm not trying to fuck myself over with drugs. I had dreamt that I snorted coke and i wasn't appreciating that. So I'ma lay off for a while. let the roomies enjoy themselves.
My familia is as drama filled as they can get. But I love them.
I've been going to gym alot. Like 5 times a week. I have motivated and disciplined myself like that :-D I'm happy. lol, omar sez i'm dissapearing before his very eyes. I gotta stop going so much though. I'ma wear myself out.... but it's soooo energizing!! I'm happy I can actually like jog now, and not just "speed walk" lol. I've come a ways... but my sprained ankle from the break is slowing me down yo! boo...
Etc. is still very unclear and scary to say the least. Only seeing one boy now. Not really by force. But i kinda believe after a few months, u have to have some loyalty u kno? If the opportunity arises, i might have to re evaluate things, but unti lthen... john legend ....
"I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow...
I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
But as our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay "
as jorge sez: OD, lol
PEACE
Totally addicted to john legend's album. No idea why. This semester is full with "I don't kno why"'s and alot of weird things.
For instance, I haven't missed a class for just some bull shit reason. This past Tuesday I went to Albany to Student Lobby Day and lobbied against pakati's proposed tax cuts to HEOP and the "reconstruction" of TAP. The two representatives i spoke to were as differeent as night and day. The first one that we saw was a democrat and totally for us. She listened to our sob stories and sed that it does nothing but reinforce why she was there in the first place. She realized how hard it was for college students to graduate without having to worry about financial means of getting by. But the other representative that we spoke to. He was a republican, white middle class american who really didn't seem like he gave a shit we were there. We were told that we weren't going to get to see him but then one of our group leaders saw him trying to sneak in his office when we weren't lookin, so they let us go on anyway. The group chose me to represent the undergraduate population of SU, and so i just went to bicker with this man. He really said this tax cut was insignificant. Don't get me wrong, i know it really is compared to the rest of the budget, but this shit keeps getting cut every year, when is it going to stop?
so i missed a day of classes to tell of a republican. :-D But it was for a good cause, i swear. today i missed hald my class to look @ an apartment. 415 Euclid. like 2 blocks away from campus, it was AWESOME. It's a nice cozy "quaint" apartment. :-D it shelters us and Justine and I snatched it right up. it's a bit steep for 400 but it's included with everything u can think of. So we is chilllin.
There's alot lookig up for me too. I'm just feeling better overall this semester. I'm sleeping a shit load better than i was last semester. Over the break I got an actual break from Syracuse, with the exeption with a few long conversations with mizms and a movie break with the army guys that visited NYC. I really did relax and take time out to think about last semester which really is all a blur for me. I'm sleeping so much better, and looking back I think it my be due to the serious and confusing break up I had. That really did last like 5months. lol. Not to blame the guy, it's not his fault. Shit just happens. My health in general was declining and got so frustrated with organizations and school. I priorizied my shit horridly. LUCHA came first, sleep during the day 2nd, party @ night and school.... i think.
Now, I think i'm maintaining that 4.0 for the semester. Lets not get our hopes up, eventually those papers' and tests will kick in and it'll drop, but for now, it's nice to think that i have a 4.0, lol. The classes i'm taking this semester, i'm really kicking ass in.
LUCHA's there. I'm really excited about the banquet we have no money for. :-D
Personal Life? I think i'm kinda getting selfish when it comes to friends family and etc. lol. My friends are taking a backseat to my work, definitely. After that first week, I've been gonig to bed early and just relaxing. I don't want to smoke up anymore, just because i'm not trying to fuck myself over with drugs. I had dreamt that I snorted coke and i wasn't appreciating that. So I'ma lay off for a while. let the roomies enjoy themselves.
My familia is as drama filled as they can get. But I love them.
I've been going to gym alot. Like 5 times a week. I have motivated and disciplined myself like that :-D I'm happy. lol, omar sez i'm dissapearing before his very eyes. I gotta stop going so much though. I'ma wear myself out.... but it's soooo energizing!! I'm happy I can actually like jog now, and not just "speed walk" lol. I've come a ways... but my sprained ankle from the break is slowing me down yo! boo...
Etc. is still very unclear and scary to say the least. Only seeing one boy now. Not really by force. But i kinda believe after a few months, u have to have some loyalty u kno? If the opportunity arises, i might have to re evaluate things, but unti lthen... john legend ....
"I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow...
I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
But as our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay "
as jorge sez: OD, lol
PEACE
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