Time for a break

So for the past few days I've come down with a MUCH anticipated COLD. mo fuckas. Fortunately, I've been drinking so much OJ and vitamins that I don't actually feel faitgued in the morning. But that energery def. runs out sooner thatn later. It sucks. By like 5pm, i need a nap.

I'm going to look forward to this break. Something tells me that after this post is made, I shall be experiencing some real drama ... NYC here i come...

Hopefully after break things will be clearer.... UNLIKE THIS POST, lol.


paz,
overreacting zu...

I forgot how lonely I can be.

Did anyone ever respond to you in a such a way that seemed so unlike them, and that dissapointment was so overwhelming the only you could do was stop talking. It's hard thinking that if a situation could never apply to the viewer/reader/listener you can be virtually be unsuccessful in getting feedback. It's kind of the way columns in newspapers stay on. Or TV shows. If it doesn't somehow relate to the viewers life, they don't take it as seriously as they would other things. The topic needs to hold the interest of the people there, and there's a problem when it transfers over to friendships.

I never realized how much I needed to change of myself to fit a standard of friendship to other people. I guess this is why it's been so difficult to hold on to friendships. Times like these comes and all I can do is stop talking.

so there...

silence,
Zu

Tuesday's is usually the day i end up having the most free time. This hour and a half break reminds me of how much a life i don't have. lol. it was times like these that i was so not looking forward to last semester. It's these times that had me stay home and be poopy at home. lol

So i'll be gong home for spring break... everyone is wack for leaving.

i really been figuring out that i might wanan look into graduates schools. i wonder where though?

"baby, take off your cool... i wanna see you... i wanna see you..."

bbl...